Lost. Defeated. Totally disappointed in everything. Sometimes, what you give may not be what you will get in return. Luck plays a big part too. It isn't fair at all. The amount of effort we put in, the days of sleepless night, the days of unsatisfied and totally sucky dinner we had, the late proj discussion after IT Show at 11+ ytd night were all rewarded with a fucking feedback of not enough research from that ill-mannered client. Not switching your phone to silent mode during one's presentation was bad enough, yet she still picked up the call and talked over the phone while we were presenting. Im really appalled by her actions. This is how a manager of a big brand would act like? What a joke! The thought of having a survey did came across our mind and we've tried but it's hard to source for respondents. People would just shun from us as if we were some kind of cockroaches. And being honest, we told her we did not complete any surveys, instead, we did interviews with marketing professionals. But well, at the end of the day, not everyone was honest isn't it? If a price is won by bluffing through the way, I don't see any value in that price anymore. It's just a dirty fucked price won through dirty fucked ways.


"Before coming up with ideas, research must be done, if not how would you understand the different lifestyle and thinking others had?"
"We can see the amount of effort put in. Not much of an effort is inside."

That's roughly what she said to everyone of us. Fuck you. Not much of an effort? Not much research? Stop judging us on the outside when you dunnoe how much effort we had put in. Utterly disappointed by everything. People always judge another by looking at the surface and not deep down. Bias. Unfair. You and you and you! Fuck off!